Oh man, life has taken twists.
Someone has entered my life. Snuck in. Grabbed me by the ears and held me with her stare. I'm enraptured, caught up, tangled. I couldn't be happier. My face is stuck in a smile, my eyes creased and my voice echoes out with laughter and sighs.
I'm on the cusp of leaving for Scotland, yet there is still so much I must do. If I do not, then I do not go. What a conundrum. To find a love, only to be pulled by my other love (wanderlust). What do I do? I know the one desires that I stay, but wishes for me to go, because she knows I will be happy. Yet, I wish to go, for experiences await, which I have dreamed of for years and nights spent awake. To cause pain with my absence hurts me in thought already, I imagine the reality of my absence. Let alone, the absence of that warm body from mine own arms. Rambling in non-rhymes. Hmmm...
Like all things in life, time will tell. Time and conversation.