Oh...how life turns and the wheels go roun'.
A week over 20 and I feel no different, I think. I might act a little differently. I might say with confidence now, "I'm 20." Because I'm no longer a teenager and no longer can people associate with me that image. I'm truly into the phase of adulthood.
I'm pissed. :D Seriously though, pretty soon it's going to be improper for me to have fun, be stupid or childish. Sorry to disappoint, but that will never happen. Even if I am extremely pissed off, sometime within the next 5 hours or so I will be laughing, doing something stupid...
I love to laugh, and I love making people laugh.
I hate the fact that things that I cannot have, I want more. Things I can have, I want less. <--This is a key fact to remember about me. Play the "Carrot leading the donkey" game with me and you're sure to win. It's frustrating, but it's the truth. The only thing is, if you dangle that carrot for too long without me getting a nibble (figuratively speaking) I'm going to just tell you to fuck off and walk away. haha, sorry that's how I live my life.
No one controls me. I wake up in the morning, and go to bed at night, and in between I do what I want. ala Bob Dylan.
Peace & Love,