I'm an old soul. I've been told so many times. Strange. If people prophesy this for me, does it make it true?
Which is more true, the person people see, or the person I see?
I think they are equal. You can't escape either one.
Unless you go "Walden" on everybody.
That's not really feasible, in any sense of the word.
I thought a lot of things with my pops was finished, put in the past, but I guess not. Hmm. I'm going to have to think on that.
I don't slight him at all. I am not angered by him anymore. Frustrated? Yes. Disappointed? Sometimes. Live and learn, my heart gets harder, but there is still something soft somewhere in there.
I wrote in my notebook today: 90% of the time I do what I want to do. I find that leads to satisfaction. The frustrating thing is when I don't know what I want -> Then I don't know what to do.
I'm out. Peace & Love.